I believe that my particular premature birth left my spine and thus my psyche underdeveloped or perhaps malformed or structurally damaged, and my neck especially so

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And since then, perhaps a result of it but physiopsychically distinct, the additional burden of regular overwhelms of adrenaline or whatever during episodes of stuttering fear

And more than adrenaline – the feeling of being blocked off from others, not able to be in relationship, or rather to be together – existential dread

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