Steven Pavlos Holmes, Ph.D.

And once you figure out ethics, everything else pretty much falls into place … including meaning/religiousness, though that may take some additional work … Well, yeah – creating meaning in the face of randomness is a major intellectual, emotional, existential life-project, that’s for sure

From the time of the divorce, and before – probably from birth, in the incubator, maybe even in the womb itself

I’ve had, and am still having, a beautiful and interesting life, with myself in an overall positive and helpful role A life to be glad for

Including evolution and biology of the erotic, Ethologies of Eros, religious erotica (or the religious erotic), the Ages of Eurotica, history of Anglo-American erotica and erotics, comparative eroticas (e.g. South Asia, Indian influence on early high British erotica and erotic consciousness, etc)

Which results in, living nowhere. I have been that way ever since moving to Minnesota, and in important ways before that – from premature birth to stuttering to family troubles even before Fred left and Granpa died and Mom retreated, all of which went into shaping the apocalypse that was Minnesota, itself a process over … More This isn’t my world. I don’t want to live here. I refuse living here.

But it’s an open question What could I do? My capacities in the world, and in myself What should I do? What will I do