Steven Pavlos Holmes, Ph.D.

The growing of a spinal is the primal act of self- emergence –

Before that, relationship and even unity with others was the whole reality

Or at least that’s what I imagine, can only imagine, since I seem not to have felt any of that, myself – which leaves me still, again, existing in the relationships – and in the recurrent, sometimes constant fear of losing them, or of losing myself, or of being judged, or of being rejected