Turning toward the light, but concerned, afraid, cautious of being burned
April 15, 2025
At the level, or in the realm, of choice, of Choosing – one basic question always is: is my present aliveness a passing thing, to fade back into the general brown, the everyday miasma, perhaps the deeper darknesses; or might, can, could , should, will it be a new level of living, moving forward?
April 15, 2025
The peripatation of the house, looking appreciatively out of any, each, and every window
April 15, 2025
With Trump and Putin United, the world is being reshaped by Northern businessmen, hucksters, Ceasars, czars
April 15, 2025
The basic existential question is, whether to be alive in the world, or to go deep within
April 15, 2025
Or, to have the capacity to do both, or Ben to do them at once Or, to find out, and to realize, that they are at bottom the same thing The details always dependent and attendant in the actual condition of the biological organism, appropriate to the changing times
It feels again like something fundamental – but of what fundament would it be?
April 3, 2025
“Of what fundament?” is a central question of existential exploration “Of What Fundament” would be a great name for a rock band
Q.) How do you accept the orgasm, or other satisfaction?
April 3, 2025
A.) With gratitude, a hearty thank-you, a kiss But with further thoughts: Another question is, Do you accept the orgasm, the satisfaction, as it was given?
I think Trump really wants to really fuck the world up, the whole world, socially and economically and politically and culturally, even consciously start a real inter-national war, so he can claim emergency powers and become leader for life
April 3, 2025
Religion of nurture, ethic of care, mythology of Aphrodite and of Pan, god of what gives meaning to sexuality
April 3, 2025
Sobering up can drive you to drink
March 22, 2025
Steven Pavlos Holmes, Ph.D. 