Saying There is a God in Heaven can be taken as asserting, There exists – or, I experience – a meaning residing in eternity, behind or within or alongside or in some way coexistent with the world-in-time
July 1, 2025
And that is Tengrin
Avoid the rabbit-hole of Tengrinism
July 1, 2025
* * * * * But I’ve been going down rabbit-holes my whole life, it’s what I’m good at – what else can I do? Or maybe Tengrinism is in fact something real, and devoting myself to it is something else I can do – and have been doing all along, and am now, in … More Avoid the rabbit-hole of Tengrinism
The ass is where art happens, the breasts are where religion happens, the vulva is where life happens
June 17, 2025
Cholesterall
June 17, 2025
6/17/25: Feeling a similar pattern of pain in legs after starting Zetia – muscle aches and stiffness in groin, thighs, and calves, while joints seem fine; tendons in same state as since last time, don’t feel any worse since Zetia but still pretty significant. I’m wondering if this isn’t an effect of the drugs in … More Cholesterall
I’ve always been a special needs kid, and a savant, and some people have seen and cared for that, even while I was totally oblivious to it
June 17, 2025
Being in your own head, and out of it, itself requires and brings about special needs
Part of the point and the function of femaleness, of femininity, is to accept, generate, nurture powerful pleasures
June 17, 2025
With appropriate response, on the parts of all parties involved, including appreciation, trust, critique, gratitude, creative play, discernment
Apparently, the Pentagon is in disarray because of Hegseth – I’m wondering if this weekend, all the actual gangs in America, maybe even in the Americas, across geographical and racial and cultural differences, might unite and rise up and exert some real disruptive and destabilizing resistance to the current U.S. corporate regime – with the probable effect of pushing us into an overtly militarized society, another step toward fascism, or rather, at this point, deeper into it – but also with the possible effect of helping birth one of those other worlds that have become possible
June 11, 2025
Do the gangs have a Project 2025? (Do the Democrats, the left, progressives, radicals?) More important, do the communities themselves, those directly and broadly under assault, have an awareness and consciousness and intent about what is happening, what might happen, what they might want to happen?
Relativism, Relative-ism
June 3, 2025
RelAtive-ism, relationism, kinship Relative-aty Relativity The new ecology and culture R
I spend so much of my life in Dreamtime
May 27, 2025
I have travelled much in Dreamland
Trumps primary goal may be to make his bitcoin into the standard currency of world trade, taking over the roles both of the dollar and of the banks – he and his family will own all the money, and profit from every transaction of it
May 22, 2025
Steven Pavlos Holmes, Ph.D. 