Steven Pavlos Holmes, Ph.D.

Subtitle from Its a Wonderful Life on some random streaming service And it increasingly feels as if the subtitles are generated by AI – possibly not just transliterating the spoken words, but something closer to translating them, with meaning derived in part from the context in the film overall: Like, George’s weakly reassuring “Nothing’s wrong” … More “The Boy is Everywhere Now”

Maybe foxes said We do not do it that way – we are not savages, at which point they separated from those other dogs

The context being: I have not WTF?!?!?

Literally – if you’re not in your body then you just don’t have any capacity to really be alive – bodies are what exist, what live

Within which world, you can have all sorts of concerns, from petty to ultimate – which latter, for most people, in fact revolves around family more often than not

Recreational “nature lovers” Poets Writers, intellectuals Scientists Prophets Artists Hermits Wild women/men Gardeners Devotees

The growing of a spinal is the primal act of self- emergence – Before that, relationship and even unity with others was the whole reality Or at least that’s what I imagine, can only imagine, since I seem not to have felt any of that, myself – which leaves me still, again, existing in the … More You are your spine –

Those goals/motives have shaped everything I do – in my relationships with women, and in every other aspect of my life, most of them drained and shadowed by the energy put toward women