Cholesterall
6/17/25: Feeling a similar pattern of pain in legs after starting Zetia – muscle aches and stiffness in groin, thighs, and calves, while joints seem fine; tendons in same state as since last time, don’t feel any worse since Zetia but still pretty significant. I’m wondering if this isn’t an effect of the drugs in … More Cholesterall
I’ve always been a special needs kid, and a savant, and some people have seen and cared for that, even while I was totally oblivious to it
Being in your own head, and out of it, itself requires and brings about special needs
Part of the point and the function of femaleness, of femininity, is to accept, generate, nurture powerful pleasures
With appropriate response, on the parts of all parties involved, including appreciation, trust, critique, gratitude, creative play, discernment
Apparently, the Pentagon is in disarray because of Hegseth – I’m wondering if this weekend, all the actual gangs in America, maybe even in the Americas, across geographical and racial and cultural differences, might unite and rise up and exert some real disruptive and destabilizing resistance to the current U.S. corporate regime – with the probable effect of pushing us into an overtly militarized society, another step toward fascism, or rather, at this point, deeper into it – but also with the possible effect of helping birth one of those other worlds that have become possible
Do the gangs have a Project 2025? (Do the Democrats, the left, progressives, radicals?) More important, do the communities themselves, those directly and broadly under assault, have an awareness and consciousness and intent about what is happening, what might happen, what they might want to happen?
Relativism, Relative-ism
RelAtive-ism, relationism, kinship Relative-aty Relativity The new ecology and culture R
I spend so much of my life in Dreamtime
I have travelled much in Dreamland
Trumps primary goal may be to make his bitcoin into the standard currency of world trade, taking over the roles both of the dollar and of the banks – he and his family will own all the money, and profit from every transaction of it
Guys such as myself start out, somewhere in youth or childhood, and still are at heart, really quite empathic and aesthetic, passionate and caring, grounded and energized – but then social pressures malform us, and we become partial and resentful, fumbly and unsure of ourselves
Though in my case, even earlier on I was robbed of – or more constructively, happened to fail to develop – a basic trust that things will be ok, for me and my family and in the wider worlds
Being in the womb is the best thing
For each of us and in our own ways, our time there was what formed, nurtured, empowered our original sense of existence, of what the world is and who we are in it – our felt and affirmed stance of existing in the world And that origin foundationally determines the whole rest of our lives, … More Being in the womb is the best thing